One of these days

Why on earth can't I focus on just one thing?


I've been having better and worse times lately. I think now it's the good one. Times are always good if I feel well enough to go to swimming-pool, go out with my boyfriend or just study - which lately is a thing that I really enjoy.


As to he topic question, there's that one very significant thing about me. It's not that I love to learn new things - usually only at the beginning but whatever. I love reading on something about what I have no idea so I know various things on many unrelated topics, for example mechanic, accountancy or physics. It's not it, but I guess it can have something in common with my - I shouldn't use this term but no one will complain - problem. It's hyperexcitability, I think that's it. How does it look like? My little story of yesterday.


I'm trying to read something but then my phone gives a sound so I start to text my friend and a thought "I feel like drinking a tea" crosses my mind. So I go to the kitchen, turn on the kettle and go back to my room. I'm trying to focus on the text, but then another sms stops me from it. Of course I could not reply but I just feel I need to. It's like my task. Someone says A, now is my turn to say B. 
But fine, the tea is done, chatting is over, now I'm really reading when I hear someone is knocking at the door... I open it and see a not very tall boy in a green T-shirt whom I don't know at all is holding some green bottles, smiles and says "Hi, I'm Mark, I'm your neighbor and I thought we could get to know to each other and have a bear together". 


Damn. Today I'm not going to learn anything.